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Thanks again all, not a clue how to embed youtube but got this off a buddy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUxbDPGKVRo

I really don,t think pills are the answer, I finally realise that now, they only cover over the feelings and while it might make you feel better it doesn't fix the problem but only turns you into a robot. Thats my experience I know its different for everyone so don't take my word as gospal

Don't apologize, things happen. let it out

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf1WT8VEZxk

Once again, thank you all so much, been a while since I smiled this much

Have you been spying on me!

haha, I never got the whole Rep/Neg anyway (I'm fucked now) I have been only a voyeur on the forums over the last few years though!

Absolute Legend certainly has raised a smile. :) and I fuckin hate Smiley's!!

I knew the GF would remember my Birthday!!

Ha sure is, but sometimes there are more important things take over

Not much bud, one year anniversary mass for my mate (Irish thing) just reminisce then and watch the second half of band of brothers again ha!

I'm sorry to have brought up painful memories Melons and I do believe the system is shite; a lot of time people suffering will be prescribed something just so the docs can move onto the next patient and get another pay check. I think one of the reasons it hit me so much was because the shit the had me on made me somewhat emotionless about anything

Incredibly close to the way I am with my friends bud, kicked the weed when I was 15 coz of the anxiety and paranoia but all my mates base there days around it

Sorry it's been so long since I replied folks, first time been back on since my original post. Things are looking up a bit, one step at a time but I can honestly say ye have brought me to tears (in a good way) about how caring you all can be. I've only read the first page of responses and have had some incredible advice from everyone and had a good laugh too. thanks again

Not sure why I am writing here but been viewing this thread for a while and need to get things off my chest. I have always suffered from some form of depression and I have been taking anti-depressants for the last 10 years on and off (including for the last year). I had a massive breakdown on Saturday to the point where I couldn't stop crying and this scared the shit out of me as it has never been this bad. One of my good mates commited suicide on my birthday august 8th last year after we had a party so maybe this has brought things on. I spoke with my Ma and Da about this and they adivsed me to move in with them for a bit. I cant help but feel like a cunt as this is the last thing they need right now as my Da is going for surgery today. I have a good job and enjoy working and have just recently got a raise. I don't think talking to anyone will help as I cant explain myself what way I am feeling and why I am feeling this way.

Omar Sharif

Ha no, there is a call center in Ireland as well, although it did feel like working in a 3rd world country

Amazon.co.uk customer service S-H-I-T Shithole

Go into some of his female friends photos from a long time ago and start liking them, preferably if they are holiday snaps in a bikini

spotting my best bud in a beyonce video on his way back from work

proper good hangover cure, misses won't be too happy though

ya at 3 the event starts on espn but start watching an before hand for the countdown it is very good, the main event won't be on til 5 but it should be a good card all round

gonna be a great event, been watching it for a while and love the old guard, but shows how the sport is evolving, with the likes of rory mcdonald anthony pettis, even rick story and struve are serious prospects

there was a serious fire in a french cheese factory yesterday, apparently all that was left was the brie

I am all that is man