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Hey all, and mods feel free to move this to the *F if need be, I just thought it best to apologise in here as I made the stupid thread in here a month back. So yeah, I'm obviously genuinely sorry for being such a dick with that 'fuck you' thread, and yeah I was drunk and I let a lot of negative shit get the better of me at the same time. It's not all the fault of drink, but it definitely wouldn't have happened without it. I did feel seriously shit for days after it happened because racist stuff really does my fucking head in, and to wake up the next day thinking people though I was racist myself put me on a proper downer for quite a bit. As for what I actually meant, Ben pretty much summed up how I felt when I was reading another thread the next day here : http://www.liverpoolway.co.uk/forum/ff-football-forum/84070-so-cunt-closed-red-pheonix-thread-2.html#post1925392 Was that definitely what I meant? I can't be sure because I was in a right mess, but I sure don't want to ever end up in that state again to find out. As for my avatar, I thought of putting Aaliyah's pic there incase I did end up in a bad state in the future about to post shit again, and seeing her pic would stop me. But thinking of that now seems insane as I don't ever want to get into that state again anyway, or end up on forums if that did ever happen, but am keeping the pic because she's a goddess. Also, if anyone is still harbouring doubts that I might actually be racist, then scrolling down to my post here might help make up your mind : http://www.liverpoolway.co.uk/forum/gf-general-forum/79359-if-you-could-unkill-3-people.html I listed her as the first person I'd have unkilled, which would make me a slightly fucking weird racist! Finally, I'm totally sorry to RedKnight and kopitelewis, who I started giving shit in the thread too. I don't expect either of you to like me or anything after that, just to know that I didn't mean any of what I said. And yeah, thanks for letting me back Dave, I feel fortunate that you happened to be so understanding at the time.