Depression

[Strontium]

You don't want to be talked out of it, but you badly need to be talked out of it. As Rico says - speak to someone.

[Creator Supreme]

Wow, stunned, 2 people I least expected.

 

Thank you, but I don't want to be talked out of it, but thank you.

[Rico1304]

Wow, stunned, 2 people I least expected.

Thank you, but I don't want to be talked out of it, but thank you.

You can hate us more tomorrow. The number I posted was the Samaritans - just give them a bell mate.

 

There's a chance you're family want you to move out, there's no fucking chance they want you gone for good.

[Strontium]

You wouldn't be posting here if some part of you didn't want to be talked out of it.

 

For the love of Pete: Talk. To. Someone.

[Lee909]

Can only back up what the other two have said.

I nearly died from illness last year,i  can guarantee it would leave people devastated. Things do get better

[moof]

My heart goes out to you. There has to be another way, mate. Life has so much more to offer than death.

[Rico1304]

Anything you need now - apart from what youve asked for?

[Hades]

Often in the same spot, mate. I decided I'm not writing suicide off as an option, but only until I'd exhausted every avenue trying to alleviate this miserable disease. It is a difficult illness because wankers will do everything to downplay it, give you shit advice, and deny you support. You're not alone, just search #depression on Twitter, there's loads of people. If you decide to hang around, you have to manage your life around your health, get rid of everything which causes you pain. It doesn't get easier, but you can make yourself much stronger than you think.

[Section_31]

Terrible place to be in mate but it's only a place you're in at this specific moment but it will pass I promise, this isn't you, give yourself that chance.

 

My mate's wife is a psychologist and was telling us once how there'd been a handful of survivors who had leapt from the golden gate bridge, and the one thing they reported in common was feeling instant regret as soon as they jumped.

 

Be kind to yourself brother, all of this other shit is unimportant, it's just the trivialities of life that piss us all off from time to time. There will be other meds out there that will work fine.

 

Go to the GP today and tell them how you feel. Think about the people who brought you into this world, have loved you and will love you, - you owe it to them at least to try and get some help mate.

[Hades]

Good advice there from Section_31. You have a lot of love left to give Creator. Start by giving yourself some of that love and looking for different medications. Went through a fair few myself before settling on my current prescription. 

[Champ]

Ring NHS Direct, Paul. If you don't want to, let me or someone else do it for you. I think you need to let others take care of you for a while until you can do it safely for yourself.

 

Funny, I was going to message you the other day. I wish I had. Like others have said, all that stuff with the house you describe is shit but its passing and will sort itself out. Trust those who have walked along similar paths...it can get better and what isnt in doubt is that people love you

[Anubis]

You're a good man, CS. You just don't always believe it. But you should. As the others have said, pick up the phone and talk.

[KMD7]

Like everyone else has already said CS, get on the phone and talk to someone.  Look after yourself

[Hades]

Has he logged in today?

[Lee909]

Last online at 2:52pm according to his log

 

If you are about on here CS,all the best

[Hades]

Last online at 2:52pm according to his log

 

If you are about on here CS,all the best

Take care of yourself CS. Always willing to listen via PM if needed.

[ZonkoVille77]

Wow, stunned, 2 people I least expected.

 

Thank you, but I don't want to be talked out of it, but thank you.

Talk talk talk mate. Best wishes I hope you get to a good place soon. There are people who love you, they'll do whatever they can to help.

[Guest Numero Veinticinco]

Some of us have been where you are mate. The hopeless black hole of a feeling is horrendous. I hope to God you're alright. It gets better. Way better. By speaking to somebody. It's hard but it works.

[Hades]

Pick up the phone and speak to someone. Don't fuck about.

 

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He'll struggle to get help given the disdain your political party shows for those with mental illness.

[Rico1304]

He'll struggle to get help given the disdain your political party shows for those with mental illness.

Always classy Hades.

[Rico1304]

Anyone watch the Grayson Perry programme tonight?

[Curly]

I'm just home after watching the unspeakable, but I can't stop thinking about this conversation, ever since I saw it last night. Im not a prominent poster or presence on here, but it is the main place i spend time to escape, unwind, laugh, argue and read. I wanted to send a message to CS, but felt it wasnt my place and didn't want to say the wrong thing, but I've been there. As have a lot of people in here. And I can empathise so much with your thought process CS. Sometimes it has taken me weeks/months and honestly years at points to scrape through the lows, but when I do, I feel like a different person to the day before. During the shit bits I couldn't see the good times ever returning, but they do, and nothing or something can trigger that. When it does all kick back into place I always get that song in my head "what a difference a day makes, 24 little hours" and it's bang on. I can dip that quick, but can spring just as rapid.

 

What I'm saying CS is that I sympathise and empathise with the things that are stressing you, but they will pass and you will carry on.

 

You're a good guy. I enjoy your posts. In fact I enjoy all the posts on here, because as anonymous or interactive as it is, we are all fairly similar, even if opinions differ.

 

As Hades said earlier, I am also available to speak via pm, and I'll send you my number now, as I've been there mate and you can and will get through. Much love and keep it sensible.

 

Love from a fellow (at times) lost soul x

[Section_31]

Let us know you're okay CS if you get a chance, there's a lot of people here who do genuinely care about you.

[Hades]

Let us know you're okay CS if you get a chance, there's a lot of people here who do genuinely care about you.

 

He posted this a while ago. Welcome back. Creator.

 

 

A plea to decent Labour MP's and members and voters including Corbyn, Skinner, McDonnell etc. Please bin the PLP off, they don't want you, they're blairite cunts, come over to the greens and help push a true socialist party to the fore in this shithole of a country!!

[Champ]

He'll struggle to get help given the disdain your political party shows for those with mental illness.

Not the time, Hades